that's me. it just hit me again. i've been fine. then my friend has a baby and WHOOSH! all those sad, failure, baby-less feelings come back.
i was looking at the picture she sent me of her and the baby in the hospital and she just looks so supremely at peace and happy.
and while i am so excited and happy for her, the picture made me wonder if i'll ever get to feel like that.
aaaaaaaaaaand... waterworks. time to go.
About Me
- Emmie :)
- I am rad. In every way possible. I have a rad husband. I have a rad kid. We are both red-headed. One of us doesn't have to ask Loreal for help. Anything else, just ask.
i write what's on my mind, and mostly my mind is preoccupied with babies, trying to have babies, why it's so hard for me to have babies, and cupcakes. i love me some cupcakes. although, i've been laying off for awhile, and they only seem to occupy my mind all the more. *sigh*
