i talked to my doctor yesterday, and she said that my retrieval/transfer is scheduled for the week of july 7th. less than 3 weeks away!!!!! holy crap.
i had a dream last night that i was pregnant with triplets. and i was happy about it. i guess after all this, triplets might not be so bad! but the idea of being on bedrest really scares me.
so now, i will just put it out here in cyberspace that i have never wanted anything so bad in my entire life. ever since i was a kid, i always knew i was supposed to be a mom. i had absolutely no idea that it would ever be so difficult to get there. but, hopefully, this is it. i have a good feeling about it, so i'm praying my instincts are right.
keep those fingers crossed!!!
About Me
- Emmie :)
- I am rad. In every way possible. I have a rad husband. I have a rad kid. We are both red-headed. One of us doesn't have to ask Loreal for help. Anything else, just ask.
i write what's on my mind, and mostly my mind is preoccupied with babies, trying to have babies, why it's so hard for me to have babies, and cupcakes. i love me some cupcakes. although, i've been laying off for awhile, and they only seem to occupy my mind all the more. *sigh*
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