had my 1st u/s on friday and it showed one dominant follicle at 13mm! for me, that's just crazy! day 10?! normal follicles? holy shit. so yeah, i spent my weekend daydreaming about how this is fi-na-lly going to work and what colors this, and which theme that.
then i go in this morning for my next u/s and it's just like every time before. same 13mm one, then a couple at 10mm. the tech (who is super nice and always tries to make you laugh, but sometimes needs to just shut up) told me to "just keep doing what you're doing; it'll be fun no matter what!" um, no, bitch. scheduled sex is extremely far from fun. (well, not extremely, i guess. haha) i got my eyes on the prize and i don't need her telling me this 'maybe' shit. she said "who knows what happened over the weekend; that 13mm one may have grown and this is a new one...." as she trailed off. shouldn't you know that? why can't i get a motherfucking straight answer from anyone!?!?
so then i spent the rest of the day wallowing and not wanting to speak to a single person, which is bad when you teach 7th grade. the hormones alone should qualify me for paid time off so i don't starngle a kid. let alone it being 12 days til school's out and they are straight-crazy.
i'm still in wallow-mode and may be here for an indefinite amount of time. feel free to join. haha.
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I found your blog through Google...I am starting the study on the 14th (if my bw is okay, I had to get off Metformin first and I have PCOS). Any update on the outcome of the study? I am a little nervous, and I REALLY hope it works.
the study didn't work for me. whatever i was on worked a teence, then stopped. my exit appointment is monday and i'll probably be put back on metformin and stuff. i hope the patch works for you.
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