this SUCKS!!!!!!!!
my paychecks are like, a third of what they are normally and now we're broke as a joke for the ENTIRE summer. like, we were just discussing what we are going to eat for the next 2 weeks. good thing i started my serious diet again. eggs, turkey, meat or fish. it's just so fucking STRESSFUL! arg.
i just thought that if that ivf had worked, we'd have a 3 month old right now, too. granted, that would have changed EVERYTHING, but at least we're just doing this with the 2 of us.
AND while i'm wishing for august, so we'll be back to normal; saving money, paying bills the day we get them, etc... i DO NOT want to start working again! i love reading, watching tv, going tubing, walking and all that with NO SCHEDULE.
so, yeah. we did not plan accordingly this year.
About Me
- Emmie :)
- I am rad. In every way possible. I have a rad husband. I have a rad kid. We are both red-headed. One of us doesn't have to ask Loreal for help. Anything else, just ask.
i write what's on my mind, and mostly my mind is preoccupied with babies, trying to have babies, why it's so hard for me to have babies, and cupcakes. i love me some cupcakes. although, i've been laying off for awhile, and they only seem to occupy my mind all the more. *sigh*
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Ugh. I just got laid off so wondering how I'll get through the absence of 65% of our pay is just too much to even think about. Good thing ramen is cheap.
I'm so sorry you are saddled with the "what ifs". Life can be hard enough without having to think about that too.
i'm so sorry you got laid off! i read your blog often and was so shocked by that!
you are right, the 'what-ifs' are not fun. that's why i use the word 'fuck' a. lot.
thanks for reading!
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