1st official

i had my first official crazy-hormone-breakdown today.
*backstory* - we have to lock the doors to the spare rooms because chris' cat opens them and pees in them. ewwwww. so we have a key, but the one door is realllly difficult to open.

ok. so, i was going to meet a friend for dinner and was to be there at 6:00. at 5:30, i should have left, but was having a 'fat' day and couldn't find anything to wear. i hate that. then, i remembered i have clothes in the spare room. so i spent 25 minutes trying to open the damn door. first, i was calm. then i was annoyed. then i was trying to kick the door down ala chuck norris. no joke. poor chris came home to me sitting on the floor upstairs screaming; mascara flowing down my red cheeks. he thought i was being murdered, i'm sure. homeboy tried twice and it opened. ugh!!! he looked scared, confused, and about to burst into laughter all at once. luckily for him, he did not laugh.

the scary thing is, i could completely see how irrational i was being. in my head, i was like, "why are you being a crazy person? you know this door sucks." but i had absolutely no control over my actions. s-c-a-r-y!!!

it is sooooooooooo good i'm on summer vacation right now. i can only imagine a kid asking me the directions again after i just explained them. *eeek!*